LIVING WITH PAIN....
My health is deteriorating....
I only wish I knew why....
This is happening to me....
It often makes me cry....
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The pain in my organs and muscles....
Is getting worse and worse....
It is really becoming....
A very big curse....
.. ..
I get so frustrated....
Over the things I can't do....
I really wish I could do....
What I used to be able to do....
.. ..
I guess I find it so hard....
To live in such pain....
It really gets me down....
To live it over and over again....
.. ..
I know I can't give up....
For to give in is a waste....
Of the precious time I have....
Of this I must make the most....
.. ..
Most days it is hard....
To live with the pain....
No-one can take it away....
I have tried over and over again....
.. ..
I get so tired so quickly....
Yet force myself to do on....
Otherwise I will give up....
And this would be wrong....
.. ..
I hate other people....
Seeing me like this....
And wish I could return....
To a sweet life of bliss....
.. ..
I don't know what else....
I can do except fight....
And not give in to it all....
And give up on my life....
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I know that I definitely....
Do not want to give up....
Yet sometimes it hurts....
Me so very very much....
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There is nothing anyone can do....
Yet I wish that they could....
And I know that if it were possible....
They most definitely would....
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I appreciate the true friends ....
That I have and I treasure....
Just as I always will....
Forever and ever....
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I may never know why....
I must go through all of this....
I guess there's a reason....
In this I must believe....
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Nothing happens for no reason....
For this I've been told....
I guess one day I will find out....
And the mystery will be solved....
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© Jayde.Dow written 1998
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